This is the reason i did act like i did from start when he first removed the admin rights, ignorance, he answear anyone but me. After he removed the admin rights he did not explain why, he did not answear me in chatt, neither in private message here on forum. What i did wrong was i got mad at some players for not following the rules, or well it mayby wasnt any set rules but as the text "listen to admin" is popping up all the time they should have listen on me but instead started to act very disrespectfull, instead they should have listen to me for the moment and then tell Joey or Hope so they could have told me what i did was wrong, but instead i just had rights removed and got ignored. To your question about my age there Red~ im or Joey the one on the stage of lower age in this case? But then back to the stage of age, then i started to act very childish, i said every word i possible could come up with as harassment, called Joey things that no human on earth deserves to be called. I have ADHD irl, even if its a game in my brain the feeling of getting threatened wrong trigger my anger before i can behave myself. But i have angermanagement, this situation is not a normal case, it used to be as a younger me but not now, its very rare.
And to answear you Red~ im never stoned, i rarely drink, i rarely flip out. Because i wanted to snipe again, in the only mode i think is fun "FFA" on a sniper only server, i had to lie, what would i do. I expected this day to come, and i do not have time to level for L96A1 every time, and i do not have money to buy Bo1 every time to make it look trustworthy, and i allways want to perform, should i look like a beginner i would not have fun... so i will get detected. I have not commit any crime, more then being disrespectful to the one who keeps the server alive, does he deserve it? ofcourse not.. but its been half a year since i got banned, if not longer? mayby a year even. And now when i cant play again, the only reason i spent 1200eur again was to play this game, i had my punishment belive me, i know how to not act from now on, no more lies, no more being disrespectful to Joey or anyone, not using CAPS when someone do wrong, not bother Joey everytime anyone break the rules.
Give me a last chance to prove i can be the typical player you want to be on your server. =) plz b0ss?